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The cake itself really wasn’t perfect, but the fact that Neil had done this for him, that he had gone out of his way for Andrew, that he had used the time Andrew was gone to try to bake something just for him, was. It settled somewhere in Andrew’s chest, warm and slow and unfamiliar. No one had ever done this for Andrew before. It was the first time anyone had looked at Andrew and thought he deserved something as ordinary and impossible as a birthday cake.
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In which Andrew celebrates his birthday, featuring a healthy dose of twinyards, domestic andreil, and Neil baking Andrew a birthday cake.
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05 Nov 2025
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Amor. Em espanhol, o qual ele sabia muito pouco, te quiero era usado com mais frequência do que te amo. Em francês, Je t’aime. Simples e direto. Se colocasse alguma coisa depois, como Je t’aime bien, já não era a mesma coisa. Ich liebe dich, em alemão, não é dito para qualquer pessoa sem causar uma situação constrangedora, mas havia o ich lieb dich. Era apenas uma palavra, mas o contexto, a intensidade, ou até mesmo uma letra a menos a mudava completamente. Porque não era a palavra que transformava o sentimento, era ele que a esticava e a moldava enquanto ela falhava em capturá-lo.
Ainda assim, sem a palavra, Neil talvez nunca tivesse percebido que o sentimento esteve ali, ao seu alcance, o tempo todo. Da mesma forma como não percebia que seus passos o guiavam para o terraço no modo automático, quer fosse uma decisão consciente ou não.Bookmarked by mxferr
03 Nov 2025
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Five times Neil hugged Andrew, and one time he didn't.
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- Part 4 of Journey to Feeling (Andreil)
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02 Nov 2025
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When Neil found himself in Palmetto and joined the Foxes, he already had nine languages in his linguistic baggage. So it's not surprising that sometimes there was confusion in Neil's head.
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5 times when Neil forgets something in English and starts speaking in another language. And another time when someone understood him anyway.Bookmarked by mxferr
02 Nov 2025
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Andrew describe su "tipo ideal" y Neil es muy tonto como para entender que habla de él.
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29 Oct 2025
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It takes a moment for Andrew to find his voice; he’s still very distracted. Neil looking right at him makes focusing even harder. His thoughts are running a mile a minute. He feels breathless, off balance. When he speaks, it comes out slightly strained. “You didn’t tell me you had glasses.”
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In which Andrew finds out Neil has glasses, and he shows him how much he likes them.
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18 Oct 2025
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“Where are we?” Neil asked.
Andrew tilted his head forward, gesturing to the sign.
Neil squinted. “Georgia Aquarium?”
“You’ve never been to one,” was all Andrew said.
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In which Andrew takes Neil to an aquarium for the first time and Neil develops a fixation.
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27 Sep 2025
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Andrew finds an interesting piece of paper. He's not quite sure how he feels about it.
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21 Sep 2025
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5 times Neil steals Andrew’s clothes, +1 time Andrew gives him something to keep.
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18 Sep 2025
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Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.
But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.
He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.
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14 Sep 2025
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Neil is sick and it's fine until it's not.
There's a lot of soup.
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12 Sep 2025
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Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.
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- Part 1 of The Sun Still Rises
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18 Jul 2025
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it’s so sweet (knowing you love me) by uwereamazing
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
28 Sep 2019
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andreil as the love languages: a series
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18 Jul 2025
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Andrew stares blankly down at Neil’s bare fourth finger. Then he looks up at Neil’s scarred face, his deep blue eyes that stand out even against the summer horizon of this godforsaken city, and he wonders yet again if he knows about the ring tucked away in the bottom drawer of the double vanity.
One more surprise, Abram. I think I want to marry you.
Andrew buys a ring. It takes a while before he makes any use of it.
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- Part 1 of spiro & spero
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05 Jul 2025
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Basically just Neil and Andrew comforting each other
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- Part 2 of Canon-Compliant Andreil :)
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30 Jun 2025
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A series of snapshots in which Neil and Andrew allow themselves to heal and be happy over the years following canon.
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- Part 1 of Canon-Compliant Andreil :)
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30 Jun 2025
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Neil starts to notice that Andrew occasionally exchanges casual touches with Kevin. He feels something about it but he's not sure what. He talks to Andrew and starts to realize the value of non-sexual intimacy. He decides to try it out.
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24 Jun 2025
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Andrew knows that Neil is not soft, or delicate, or fragile in any sense of the word.
And, yet.
(or, five times Andrew is struck by Neil's growth, softness, cuteness, whatever you want to call it)
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21 Jun 2025
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Neil knows exactly what he’s doing and the effect he has on Andrew. Andrew noses along his throat, tracing up the line of his jaw. “Tell me what you’ve been studying,” he murmurs quietly beside Neil’s ear.
Neil has talked to him about his math before and Andrew listens, always listens, so closely. Andrew likes it, likes to catalogue how interested Neil is in the subject, likes to understand the challenging parts that make Neil enjoy math so much. This is different; this is Andrew prompting Neil to talk to him about what he’s learning, encouraging Neil to test his recall while taking a break and while Andrew’s touching him.
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In which Neil talks about math while getting off with Andrew.
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17 May 2025
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The Foxes and the Ravens finally get their rematch, from Neil and Andrew’s POV.
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05 Apr 2025