notamericanmade
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- Panic! At The Disco (Band) (3)
- Young Veins (2)
- Fall Out Boy (Band) (2)
- Cobra Starship (1)
- Taylor Swift (Musician) (1)
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Want To Vanish Inside Your Kiss by notamericanmade
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Moulin Rouge! (2001)
08 Oct 2026
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Shane Hollander, a Canadian writer, travels to Paris to join the Bohemian revolution. He visits the city's biggest night club, Moulin Rouge, and falls in love with its star performer and courtesan, Ilya Rozanov.
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it was just a kiss, I swear by notamericanmade
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Taylor Swift (Musician), Young Veins, Fall Out Boy
10 Sep 2020
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Life for Brendon Urie has been going pretty OK since he started in the band Panic! At the Disco. He's a queer icon now, married, rolling in royalties, and creating music full-time. Everything seems to be coming up Brendon. But a bout of writer's block, coupled with the comeback of the worst possible kind could derail everything.
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The Mess That We'll Become Will Leave Something To Talk About by notamericanmade
Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco, Young Veins, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, The Academy Is..., Cobra Starship
29 Jul 2017
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Panic! At the Disco split up. Everyone knew that. Everyone also knew it was because Ryan and Jon wanted to continue with a psychedelic-rock sound Brendon and Spencer didn't agree with.
What not many people know is that it was also caused by Brendon and Ryan's messy break up.
It's 2013, the new Panic! album is coming out in less than a month, and then Ryan shows up in LA... trouble ensues.
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Here Rests
George Ryan Ross III
30 August 1986 - 23 March 2008
Wrote the world to write himself out of it.AU Ryden following Ryan's suicide
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
Series
- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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08 Oct 2026
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No Good Deed (Goes Unpunished) by khaleesiofalicante
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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“Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.
“Hi?” the man says.
“Hi,” Ilya says—again.
Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.
“Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”
“Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.
OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.
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Bookmarked by notamericanmade
06 Oct 2026
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“We, uh, Brian and I, that is. We decided to open up the relationship.”
“Okay?” Ilya says, voice flat. “What is that?”
Hollander shrugs. His posture has gone stiff again. “It. It means we’re still together, but we can also like...see other people. Or not see, because we’re not dating anyone else but, uh. Fuck. Fuck other people.”
Oh.
“And this is why you texted me?” Ilya asks.
In a way, it’s almost better. Hollander and his boyfriend breaking up and Ilya reaping the rewards would be enjoyable. Ilya having to work for that reward himself, getting the chance to fuck Hollander so good he forgets all about that loser who attached himself to him like a parasite before he was old enough to know better?
Well. Ilya loves a challenge.
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- English
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- 33,150
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- 6/6
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05 Oct 2026
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Find What You Need by thinkpink20
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Apr 2026
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**COMPLETE!**
“Then I’d suggest an alpha assist,” Shah had told him, handing across some pamphlet with a company logo on, “It’s the safest option.”
She’d said it like it was commonplace, normal. Maybe it was, for other people.
“Can’t I just... wait it out, like I normally do?”
Shah had sighed at that, her cool, medical professionalism being tested by the limits of Shane’s stubbornness. “You train, right? You do macrobiotic with high protein? This is the same thing – keeping your body in peak physical condition.”
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Shane has been sitting out his heats alone for years, denying himself. Then the Metros medic suggests an alpha to assist him...
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- English
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29 Sep 2026
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drawn in by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jul 2026
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"He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”
Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.
Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."
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Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.
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03 Aug 2026