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After everything, Vi feels numb.
Caitlyn suggests therapy.
[OR: Vi takes a trip to rehab.]
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Mid S2 Ep8: When Lucky is reunited with his family, Toby says, "We were worried you'd hurt yourself."
Thinking about Lucky wanting to hurt himself, even if it isn't true, sends Meg into a spiral.
Lucky takes care of her.
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"Things are getting bad again. Up here. In my head."
The third instalment in feature length thirteen character studies: following the events of 'mercy on me' (aka the doctor goes to space therapy) and 'the landing' (aka the doctor has a relapse), 'if we make it through december' follows the doctor as she works on her mental health, her relationship with yaz, and healing her hearts.
Heavy on the hurt but also heavy on the comfort (you know what I'm like). Regular updates. Let's make it through December together.
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A new feature length fic set post 'mercy on me'.
Following nine weeks of therapy and emotional revelations (see 'mercy on me'), the Doctor reunites with her fam and reintegrates back into life on the TARDIS. A few months in, Ryan and Graham decide to leave and, faced with abandonment, the Doctor slips back into a relapse.
(This was going to be a mental health recovery fic but might now be ~slightly~ more angsty, at least until I've fully processed the NY special.)
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Rather than a platoon of judoon, it's a representative from an intergalactic rehabilitation centre that breaks into the TARDIS and takes the Doctor to their facility. Without her fam, the Doctor has to confront everything she didn't want to feel before. Alone, she's forced to evaluate everything she knows about herself, everything she wishes she did, and everything she knows is a lie.
Basically, the Doctor reluctantly gets therapy. There will be a family reunion, gallons of character development, and... the odd kiss in the rain.
Inspired by a one-shot by HalfBakedPoet.
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part one: the doctor doesn't go to space jail, she goes to space ~therapy~
part two: post revolution of the daleks, the doctor revisits space therapy, but the timelines have gotten mixed up and she's arrived /before/ her last stay...
part three: more closely tied to the events of flux, the doctor battles with her mental health once again
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A series of thirteen & dhawan!master one-shots. Mostly angsty. Predominantly platonic vibes, nothing NSFW. Totally heartwarming. Often a little dark. Loads of hurt / comfort.
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"You know what they call a cop in prison?"
Caitlyn waits for the punchline.
"A dead cop," the guard says.
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27 Mar 2026
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Of all the places Yelena imagined finding a girlfriend, the dumpsters behind her building were, for some reason, the last place she’d ever think to look. But hey, at least now she can finally get her mother to stop asking why she's still single.
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Kate is a vigilante with too many injuries to count. Yelena is a former assassin with some questionable first aid skills—that’s almost the same as a doctor, right?
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Yelena never becomes a contract killer. Kate never puts on the Ronin suit. Years later, their paths cross anyway.Bookmarked by thirteengrins
06 Nov 2025
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short fuse if you light my fire by lescousinsdangereux
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
21 Jul 2026
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“Yeah, unless I don’t finish my degree.” It’s a grumpy little mumble, barely meant for Yelena, but she responds to it nevertheless.
“What do you mean?“ she demands. “You only have a small amount of time left! Why would you stop now?”
“I don’t know,” Kate murmurs, and Yelena is bewildered to hear a faint echo in her own emptiness, coming from nearly six thousand kilometers away. “I just don’t really know what to do now, I guess. Clint says I’m the new Hawkeye, but that’s not official or anything. And even when it is, it’s going to be a lot of training. So I’m waiting to wait, or something, and — and I don’t know why I’m talking to you about this, actually.”
“Sometimes, it’s nice to just talk,” Yelena thinks and then says. “But I don’t think you should drop out of school, Kate Bishop. School is cool.”
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(Yelena decides to go to college. It just so happens to be the same one Kate Bishop attends.)
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03 Nov 2025
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You Have Got To Be Kidding Me by perks_of_being_me
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
16 Apr 2026
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Kate Bishop is fine. Totally fine. Even if she returns to NYC to discover three very inconvenient things:
She somehow missed a city-saving event,
The Avengers have reformed—without her,
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Yelena Belova seems to be leading them.She’s fine.
…Until a stolen hard drive drags her into an international mission with Yelena as her partner.Now it’s Paris rooftops, Yelena's ex's, Budapest car chases, Yelena in a suit, Russian winters, and Yelena's nickname for her. She is definitely not letting Yelena Belova take up permanent residence in her brain.
She’s fine.
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02 Nov 2025
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Learning to Love by orphan_account
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Hawkeye (TV 2021)
17 May 2025
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In which Yelena Belova and Kate Bishop both learn the hard way they love each other. After a mission, they get into a fight. When Kate goes missing, Yelena would give anything to get her back safely. Along the way they are both haunted by each other.
Bookmarked by thirteengrins
01 Nov 2025