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    In which Ilya comes back to room fourteen ten.

     

    Canon divergent from, and following directly after, s01e01 when Ilya leaves Shane's hotel room. Contains Ilya being a provocative dick, Shane being unable to resist rising (ha) to it, too much discussion of chicken, some David Attenborough, Shane negotiating his feelings and interpersonal relationships with all his classic suavity and skill, and as much sex as two nineteen year old professional athletes can fit into one evening.

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

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    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    29 Jul 2026

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    This is the real, honest truth of it: Shane has spent years navigating his own personal rules about touch, putting up barriers out of necessity, only for Ilya Rozanov to knock them down with ease. No one has ever touched Shane like he has. Shane has never wanted anyone to. But Ilya Rozanov—Shane wants him, in a way that’s new and terrifying. They’ve been as close as two people can possibly be, and still Shane wants more.

     
    or, Shane Hollander has a carefully controlled relationship with touch. Ilya Rozanov changes that.

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    27 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    Patrick could cook. Patrick could milk goats, and fix fences, and ask for what he wanted. Patrick was everything that David had never learned to be, and without the resources that he used to have, he didn’t know what else he had to offer Patrick except for himself. It was selfish, really, wanting to call him. Wanting to insert himself into Patick’s tidy little life of farm chores and business degrees.

     

    Continuing my canon-parallel small-town cottagecore AU retelling (for part one, check out into the wild blue). This fic picks up right at the beginning of Season 2, after the Roses bring David home, and skims over most events of S2 with some beats of S4, all slightly out of order.

     

    CW: David still hates himself, body image issues, anxiety, gay panic at the disco

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    26 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    “I think…you should just check it out. For science.”

    Patrick squeezes his eyes shut. Could he do this? Could he go into an area where men are having sex? Could he participate? His cock twitches in interest.

    He’s here. And he’s gay. And he’s out.

    “For science.”

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    AU - Patrick and Stevie visit a sex fair. David is waiting.

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    24 Oct 2024