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    “Unfortunately you are the sixth victim in a string of serial abductions and assaults spanning the Midwest."

    Evan Buckley's life is a sequence of hardships and challenges, but every time he manages to fight through and overcome. Being a victim (and survivor) of an assault long before joining the 118 is a part of his past he always intended to keep buried.

    It's not as if he remembers it anyways.

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Eddie meets Buck at a bar and takes him home. It's supposed to be a one-night stand, one reckless night that only exists to be forgotten. Buck's not supposed to be working at Eddie's new firehouse.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    15 Dec 2025

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    Deft fingers undo two more buttons, pulling his shirt into an exaggerated “v” and confirming the worst. Colorful splotches dot his chest, and if Buck’s memory serves, they won’t be contained to just the upper third of his torso.
    Shit,” he whispers, a prickle of shame creeping up the back of his neck.
    Eddie turns his back on the scene with a huff, snatching the cookie tub from Chimney’s suddenly-slack grip.
    Oh my god,” Chim gasps. “He’s back.”
    “Who’s back?” Eddie asks, glancing between Hen and Chimney.
    “Buck 1.0,” Hen says, a smile in her voice.
    “Oh come on, it was one hookup.” It’s a lie, he knows, but telling his friends about Stacy surely isn’t going to help his case right now. “I’m not the kind of guy who acts like an ass on calls and steals fire trucks anymore.”

    Eddie's planning his move to Texas.
    Buck... well. Buck regresses.

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    14 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Missing Eddie has become a physical ache. Losing him smashed Buck's heart into pieces, and he carries the shrapnel with him wherever he goes.
    He takes a deep breath, and then he opens up his messages. There's Eddie, right there, and the 118 group chat, which Eddie is still a part of, even though he shouldn't be. He's in Texas now.
    Buck closes the whole app and opens Tinder instead. He has a match before the Jeep's engine has warmed up. He decides to skip breakfast, ignores the hole in his stomach to fill the hole in his chest with some no-strings-attached physical contact.
    Half an hour later, he's kneeling on the floor of a stranger's kitchen, hands in his hair and hot thighs clasped around his cheeks. It works. He stops feeling empty. For a while.

     

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    Eddie moves to El Paso. Buck spirals out of control quite spectacularly.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    After the lawsuit, Buck keeps his head down—“man down,” money tight, appetite tighter—as the 118 feels colder than it should. A handful of small choices and one steady partner start turning surviving into staying in this quiet hurt/comfort rebuild made of breakfasts, daylight, and the word said on purpose.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    With Christopher away for the holidays and Buck unwilling to fly, Eddie agrees to a road trip that turns into three days of motel rooms, snow-slicked roads, and feelings he’s been avoiding for years.

    Or love sneaks up on Eddie Diaz somewhere between here and Hershey.

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    14 Dec 2025

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    Whenever Eddie sleeps, he experiences the dreams of those who are dreaming about him. He doesn't tell anyone. But when Buck's dreams start to change, addressing his strange ability may become unavoidable.

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    10 Dec 2025

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    Five years into his job as a phone sex operator, Buck receives an unexpected call from a very confused man. He does everything in his power to help him through his crisis, but ends up creating a crisis of his own.

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    What if it was 1998?
    What if Buck 1.0 was the best phone sex operator in the country?
    What if S8 Eddie had a sexuality crisis and decided to call a gay phone sex line to try to figure it out?
    What if they both ended up getting more than they bargained for?
    What then?

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Bobby is alive, but his memories are missing or fractured. And when the first person who comes to see him is Buck, Bobby assumes he's being visited by his biological son.

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    07 Dec 2025

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    Evan isn't sure what his life will look like once he finally gets out of Hershey. He's daydreamed about a life; a job he loves, people he trusts, a family that might actually want him around.

    In all of his fantasies, he'd never pictured this: pregnant at 18, halfway through his first year of college.

     

    OR, the one where Buck leaves Hershey and becomes a single parent, landing in LA when his daughter is five. There, he joins the Fire Academy and meets an instructor that might just be the home he's been searching for: Eddie Diaz.

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    04 Dec 2025

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  12. Public Bookmark 71

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    Once everyone heads off to the bunks after dinner, Buck wastes no time in dragging one of the stools from the kitchen over to the Tetris cabinet, where he, too, settles in as if he were getting into bed.

    The cabinet is new but the interface is a replica of the original, and when he boots the monitor up, Buck is faced with pixelated fireworks and a cartoon version of Saint Basil’s Cathedral. He nudges the red joystick and the main menu pops up. The left side of the screen reads YOUR GOAL IS TO FILL LINES!

    Buck cracks his knuckles.

    or, Buck plays Tetris. And a lot of it.

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    03 Dec 2025

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    02 Dec 2025

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    “Have you ever been told you’re a carrier?”

    Buck blinks, the words not processing right in his brain.

    He’s not. He knows he’s not.

    “No.” He says eventually. “No, i- i can’t be. I’m not.”

    “Buck-”

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    Or, Buck thinks Eddie made his choice, so when he finds out he's pregnant, he says nothing.

    #KnockBuckUp2025 day 4: Buck conceals his pregnancy from Eddie.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    No time to D-I-Y?

    Try D-I-A-Z instead!

    Experienced handyman in the LA area. No job too small. Competitive rates for excellent work. Call for a quote.

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    Buck's timing is almost as bad as his luck.

    With a fresh set of injuries that have him benched for the foreseeable future, all he has is his brand-new, empty 'fixer-upper' house. It's livable, but it's not exactly comfortable, and to get everyone off his back, he decides he needs to hire someone. Simple.

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    A Handyman Eddie AU

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    02 Dec 2025

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    “How did you get home from the hospital?”

    “Took an uber.”

    “Does Maddie know?” Silence. “Does anyone?” More silence. More of Buck refusing to meet his gaze, staring at the door like he thought he could entice Eddie to leave by the power of suggestion. Well, good fucking luck, Eddie thought. Wild horses, and all that. “Why didn’t you call anyone?” he demanded. “Why didn’t you call me?”

    “I did!” Buck snarled. The momentum of his indignation carried him into a sitting position, and Eddie could see him flinch with the pain of it. His unnaturally stoic front was gone, and something raw and wrenching took its place; it occurred to Eddie that he’d never heard Buck raise his voice before. “I did call you, Eddie! As I was bleeding out on my kitchen floor. You. Didn’t. Answer.”

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    The squatter in Buck's attic has a knife. Buck has a bit of a breakdown. Eddie has a plan to make everything right.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    “I’ll do whatever you want, just, please.” Buck sobs out the last word, eyes burning with unshed tears.

    “A vow.” The man leans uncomfortably close to Buck. The knife brushes against his neck, lightly scratching across the top layer of Buck’s skin. The man’s cold blue eyes hold Buck’s full attention. “That’s what I require. Sell me your allegiance.”

    Buck stares back at the killer, unable to fully process what is being asked of him. He sees a flash of anger dance in the stranger’s gaze. He's impatient. Unpredictable. Fear pours into Buck's chest as he realizes he might not get a second chance at this. He has to make this count. “I vow to give you complete control over the remainder of my life. My body is yours to destroy—so long as you let my sister live and return safely to her family.”

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    Or, After Eddie leaves for Texas, Buck goes to seek comfort from his sister and walks in on her kidnapping. In order to save Maddie's life, Buck offers up his instead. Unintentionally agreeing to something worse than death.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    Evan Buckley, golden boy. Season jeopardizing injury. Career jeopardizing injury. Will Evan Buckley ever see the ice again? 
    Golden boy, fallen. 
    A tragedy to the sport of hockey. 

     

    Or, Evan Buckley, star forward for the Los Angeles Kings, suffers an injury in the offseason. Eddie Diaz, forward for the Dallas Stars, is traded to the Los Angeles Kings one month into the season.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    Evan Buckley and Tommy Kinard have been married for ten years, and from the outside, their marriage is perfect.

    Behind closed doors, it's a different story.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    Buck tries to commit the frame to memory, wills himself not to forget the important details—Eddie on his knees in front of him, his nails seeking purchase along Buck's thighs as he drinks him down, his drawn-out gasps when Buck returns the favor.

    After, when Buck reaches out for quiet confirmation in the dark, asks him, "Good?"

    Eddie tells him, earnest and hard-won, "Everything is good with you," and Buck can bask in the illusion of a world where he almost believes it.

    Buck is trying to leave the past where it belongs. Then he wins an all-expenses-paid trip to Italy, convinces Eddie to join him, and falls headfirst into (not so) casual sex with his best friend.

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    27 Nov 2025

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