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The Heroes of Erdas, Tools, and Healing by Packleader
Fandoms: Spirit Animals - Various Authors
31 Mar 2026
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What kinds of things would the kids have at their disposal to assist in their recoveries after the wars?
Think about it! We know that each of them comes from vastly different cultures and backgrounds! What kind of tools or resources would each of them have? And would they actually be useful, or would they just be a bandaid over a cannonball wound?
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The Heroes And Their Trauma Responses: A Short Analysis by Packleader
Fandoms: Spirit Animals - Various Authors
31 Mar 2026
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I can't be the only one who finds the trauma responses that each of the core four exhibits throughout the series absolutely fascinating to study. These are just my very simplified thoughts on the subject, cross-posted from my Tumblr :)
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TCK: Tools, Emotions, and The Kiss - An Analysis by Packleader
Fandoms: Dead Boy Detectives (TV), The Sandman (TV 2022)
31 Mar 2026
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I was scrolling through one of the DBDA communities I'm part of and came across a lovely entry by @/jamifed talking about their feelings on the whole Cat King/Monty/Edwin dynamic in the forest during episode 6. I've been waiting for an excuse to talk about my analysis of the scene and the characters, so this is that.
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Edwin Payne Really Fucking Cares: A Short Essay by Packleader
Fandoms: Dead Boy Detectives (TV)
31 Mar 2026
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Meta-analysis of Edwin Payne, Becky Aspen, and trauma parallels in episode one, featuring my late-night rambles and screenshots :)
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Heart of the Land, Conor and Worthy, and Trauma: A Deep Dive by Packleader
Fandoms: Spirit Animals - Various Authors
23 Feb 2026
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Before I begin, I need to preface this by saying that this is deeply personal. I was going through some serious shit when I read these books and I inadvertently ended up trauma-bonding with Conor. For my issues with the books to make sense, I'll need to explain some of my experiences, so here's your warning for:
Childhood bullies
The American foster system
Antisocial personality disorder (apd)
Anxiety
Discussions of severe trauma and its effects on kids
And a general warning for canon: war, canonical character death, and near-death experiences.I'll also touch on my problems with Devin Trunswick/Worthy, so I just need to clarify this now: I DO NOT HATE WORTHY'S CHARACTER. On the contrary, I find him to be one of the most compelling figures in the story. HOWEVER, I am going to talk about the shit he did to Conor in a not very nice way, as well as how I would have handled their conflict if I had written the books.
I need to reread the last half of Fall of the Beasts before I tackle some of the bigger overarching problems, so this will focus on Heart of the Land (my biggest issue with the entire series, as well as the point that most deeply affected me irl).
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Packleader's Character Studies/Meta Analysis Rants :) by Packleader
Fandom Brave (2012), Dead Boy Detectives (TV), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, How to Train Your Dragon (Movies), Rise of the Guardians (2012), Spirit Animals - Various Authors, Tangled (2010), The Dead Boy Detectives (DC Comics), The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Outsiders: The Musical - Jamestown Revival & Levine/Rapp, The Sandman (TV 2022)
31 Mar 2026
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Sweat an Bluid Hide Ma Veil Awe Tears (Only The Dead See The End of War) by Packleader
Fandom Spirit Animals - Various Authors
31 Mar 2026
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A place to compile all my Spirit Animals trauma explorations because it's been 13 years and I'm still insane over these child soldiers. There isn't really a particular order to read these; I'm just having fun at this point lol.
Series title taken from "We Were Soldiers" in the original Scottish Gaelic.
English translation: Sweat and blood hide my veil of tears- Words:
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The Songs In Our Hearts Belong In The Air (Medieval Minsung AU) by Packleader
Fandom Stray Kids (Band)
22 Dec 2025
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This started out as a silly little project I was messing around with, but I figured I'd just make it a series just in case I decided to add anything else to this world! As of now, the main storyline is complete, but smaller explorations may be posted if I ever get around to writing them :) Happy reading!!
Title taken from Fairy NightSongs by Gary Stadler- Words:
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MCYT and SMP works because I have no self control by Packleader
Fandom Dream SMP, Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
02 Oct 2023
- Words:
- 60,201
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Packleader's MerMay 2025 by Packleader
Fandom Dead Boy Detectives (TV), Descendants (Disney Movies), Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon), How to Train Your Dragon (Animated Movies), KPop Demon Hunters (2025), Rise of the Guardians (2012), Shadow and Bone (TV), Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo
10 Aug 2025
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Jungkook, Yoongi, Taehyung, Jimin, Hoseok, and Seokjin meet under less that ideal circumstances at an Intensive Outpatient Program. With the help of therapist, Namjoon, the six work through their past traumas together towards a path of healing.
Intensive Outpatient Programs (IOP) are a type of group therapy that enable people to establish a foundation for long term recovery support without being hospitalized. Patients in these programs have diverse backgrounds and reasons for being in the program.
Bookmarked by Packleader
20 Aug 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
I loved every second of this 😭 and the background yoonmin PLUS the taekook crumbs at the very end?? OUGHHH I'm being spoiled 😭 and it was all so realistic too would highly recommend 👌
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Bookmarked by Packleader
12 Aug 2026
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHĤHH
*incoherent screaming that will never stop because WHATTT THIS IS SO GOOOOOOOD*
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"You'll find someone who's perfect for you."
Sex seems to be the driving force behind romance. That was the case for Yoongi's friends. That was the case in romantic books and movies and songs, in ads and in the overheard conversations of gossiping strangers. That was the case for all of Yoongi's dates and he's had a lot of them, way more than a 26 year old probably should have under their belt.
"What if I don't though? What if there really isn't anyone out there for me?"
"There is. I'm sure of it, hyung. Lots of aces are in happy relationships."
Just because other aces found love, that didn't mean Yoongi would too. Love was never guaranteed.
... Or the fic in which poor Yoongi dates assholes and is put through every form of acephobia before finally finding people who make him happy.
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- Part 1 of A Lot of Love to Give
Bookmarked by Packleader
12 Aug 2026
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“Look at me,” Jungkook called, and the boy`s entire body froze up.
His throat constricted on a chocked breath.
The matron moved, “My lord, I beg of you, please, let me show you someone more… accomplished than-“
“Woman.” Jungkook growled, and the whole tent fell silent. “I`ve heard enough of you.”
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Jeon Jungkook is the emperor of Korean Empire.
He meets Taehyung, a boy with no family or friends who sells his body for money. And falls in love with him.Bookmarked by Packleader
08 Aug 2026
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EYOOOO perfect bedtime story, very hot, very fluffy, with angst and a generous helping of karma
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It starts with a coincidence. One sleepy hum, one accidental nap. Then another. Then another. Before long, Yoongi realizes the only place his mind ever goes quiet is somewhere in the sound of Jimin's voice.
Bookmarked by Packleader
30 Jul 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
This is actually so cute, it hurts. I'm in pain now, suffer from the fluff with me

