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“Can you pass the salt?” Buck asks him in a perfectly civil tone at lunch.
“No,” Eddie says hotly. “You’re not in love with me. Go find your own salt.”
Buck startles so hard his knee jerks up, bumping into the table with a loud thud. Chimney gasps and Hen drops her fork, and Ravi’s staring at the two of them wide–eyed, pasta half shovelled into his mouth.
“I—” Buck says, cheeks pink.“Eddie, pass the fucking salt.”
“Nope,” Eddie says, quite calmly considering the absolute chaos going on inside his head.“Shan’t.”
Buck swears colorfully, scrubbing his palms on his face. “Eddie. Come on, man. Don’t make this more mortifying than it already is.”
“Make what mortifying?” Eddie asks, sipping water. “The fact that you’re not in love with me, or the fact that you’ve been telling all of LA that?”
Buck’s face flames red. “Eddie,” he hisses, scandalised. “Keep your voice down!”
“You certainly weren’t,” Eddie says, sniffing. He twirls the pasta on his fork, staring down at it.
or, buck HOWLS that he is not in love with eddie, and there's a love confession somewhere in there.
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29 Sep 2026
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Eddie wants to be capable of that kind of love so bad – of being loved like that. He wants it so much his teeth ache with the force of it.
Slowly, Chris shakes his head. “I guess not,” he finally decides. He picks his pencil back up, thinks for a moment before beginning to fill in his first answer.
Halfway through his sentence, he picks his head up to look at Buck. “You would look back,” Chris declares, like he knows this to be an unmitigated fact. He goes back to writing.
He says it simply, like grass is green, the sky is blue, and Buck would look back.
Eddie watches Buck take the words like a blow. His eyes widen and his chest physically stutters. “Yeah,” Buck says, the word cracking down the middle. Like he can’t help it, Buck turns his head back to Eddie. “I would.”
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26 Sep 2026
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The five times Eddie asks Buck for a kiss, the one time Buck asks, and the one time Eddie's too jealous to ask first.
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He’s not stupid. It took him some time — years — but Eddie’s half certain that, should his patience snap one day, should he lean in across the way one night when it’s just the two of them, should he palm at Buck’s jaw to bring his face closer and kiss him on the mouth, Buck would kiss him back. That’s not the problem.
The problem is that Eddie’s gonna ruin it.
He’s ruined every other romantic relationship in his life. If it happens with Buck, Eddie knows neither of them will come back from it.
These days, he’s content with having Buck the way he does now. He may succumb to weakness, sometimes, like he just did in the kitchen, holding Buck like that, but Eddie’s willpower is the stuff of legend. He’s happy with his place in Buck’s life. He can play the part of codependent best friend, dad who stepped up, platonic soulmate.
The main issue here, really, hindsight twenty-twenty and all, is that Eddie really misses being a husband.
or: five times eddie, willing and knowing, acts like buck's husband, and one time he. well. you can guess where this is going.
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23 Sep 2026
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My fics that are 1,500-20,000 words.
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“Yeah, like…” Eddie shakes his head, still watching him. “Like you’re gonna slip away from me? And I don’t want you to, Buck. I can’t— I can’t.”
“Hey,” Buck says, softening. “I’m— I’m right here, Eddie.”
“I know,” Eddie insists, halfway to tears all over again. “That’s why I—”
eddie diaz wakes up scared; has a panic attack; and confesses his love for his best friend, in that order.
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12 Sep 2026
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"Mischievous creatures, wind spirits." She says, "They think your 'outlook on life' will change in three days' time. I agree with them."
"Yeah?" Eddie says, "What's going to happen in three days?"
"The better question will be what will not happen." Gracie smirks, "You don't want to listen to the wind chimes? Very well. You will lose the sound of the voice of the one you love."
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"Say something." Eddie pleads with Buck, looking at his lips with intense focus, "Say anything."
Eddie watches him mouth the word 'anything', and then he watches him say 'Eddie', and no sound comes out at all.
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11 Sep 2026
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Eddie simply cannot know that he is currently naked. That would be catastrophic.
“Um, I— did you need anything? I’m kind of in the middle of something,” Buck says, which. Okay. That did not sound convincing. He adds, “I can call you back in ten?”
“I thought you just woke up?” Eddie says, and, fuck— Buck did basically say that.
Carefully, he says, “I did.”
“So what were you—?”
God, this is mortifying. This might be the worst thing that’s ever happened to Buck, and he’s been caught in, like, four natural disasters. And also struck by lightning. And had a fire engine fall on him. He even dated (he shudders at the thought) Tommy Kinard.
“Eddie,” he says. He doesn’t know what else to say.
“What? If you need to pee you can just mute yourself.”
“Eddie, that’s not—”
“Then what?” Eddie laughs. “If you’re still in bed, you can’t ha— oh.”
Or: Buck answers the phone in the middle of jerking off. For some reason, Eddie asks him not to hang up.
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04 Sep 2026
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“What’s the problem?” he asks, leaning back into the couch and cracking open a can of root beer.
Him and Buck had just gotten home from a 12-hour shift, and the moment Buck stepped across the threshold of Eddie’s house, his phone had started ringing.
“Theo bit someone again,” Buck confesses. “Again, Eddie. What am I doing wrong?!”
or; Buck vs the highs and lows of parenting
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04 Sep 2026
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Eddie's life is in pieces, and it's all his fault. All he can do now is try to fix the only part that matters, so he packs everything up and moves back to a city he had vowed never to return to.
He buys a noisy, run down house to try to build his life back up, but soon enough, he discovers he's not the only one living in it.
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"Can I... can I give you a hickey?"
Buck's brow furrowed. He leaned against the cabinet next to him, fingers gripping at the countertop. "Eddie, what?"
"So people know you're mine," Eddie elaborated. He was well aware it didn't make him look any less crazy, but that ship had long since sailed anyways. Probably the moment Eddie had made eye contact with his neck and decided he needed to sink his teeth in.
"Eddie, you're straight, and we aren't dating."
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Or, Eddie is definitely not jealous at all, and has a completely normal reaction to strangers talking to Buck.
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31 Aug 2026
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"Oh my god," Eddie's voice came out cracking. "Are you hard right now?"
"No." Buck spoke up almost immediately, looking up to meet Eddie's eyes and- oh, bad idea.
"You are." Eddie chuckled and Buck frowned, looking back at Eddie. Huh? "Dude, out of all the things I've ever worn," Eddie continued, opening the fridge's door to get himself a beer. "I just have to show my forearm to get you hard?" He finally said, smiling like the fact of Buck being hard was amusing.
What the hell was going on?
Or, Eddie yells at Buck and Buck gets hard about it.
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25 Aug 2026
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Buck quickly grabbed the phone and was about to double click to end the call when he noticed.
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“Eddie?” Buck called from the kitchen, eyes glued to screen as the name disappeared and turned into a missed call notification.
“Did you find it?”
“Yeah,” Buck responded, just loud enough to be heard. He stalked out of the kitchen, phone clutched in his hand as it hung loosely at his side. “I found it.”
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Buck finds out Eddie's kept his contact the same for their entire friendship and feels a certain way about it.
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24 Aug 2026
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For the prompt: “It starts as one of them childishly licking something to claim it, but the other eats it anyway. Escalates to spitting in one another's drinks when no one else is looking. Possibly escalates to spitting in one another's mouths. At some point oops it gets explicitly sexual.”
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21 Aug 2026
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Eddie huffs and throws his hands out. “I don’t know what you want from me, Buck. Do you want me to say I hate it? ’Cause I don’t!”
“I want you to tell me the truth.”
“I am telling you the truth! I’m sorry it’s not apparently whatever it is you want to hear, but I can’t actually read your mind, and I don’t know what it is you want me to say. I like the house. I liked the party. I don’t like being treated like a damn stranger.”
Eddie sees the moment Buck’s restraint finally snaps. “Then stop making yourself one!”
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Buck hosts a housewarming party, everyone keeps asking Eddie what he thinks of the new place, and he can't figure out why it feels like lying when he says he likes it.
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21 Aug 2026
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Eddie is injured in a fire that leaves him temporarily blind, Buck is the only one he wants to take care of him.
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21 Aug 2026
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Eventually, he shakes his head. “You should ask Buck, he knows,” tells the woman. “Ask Buck.”
She frowns, looking at the nurse who’s on the other side of the bed. “Buck, as in…” she wonders out loud.
“That man there,” the male nurse tells her, and by pointing at him, he invites Buck to come closer, to get back into the cubicle. “He’s a great boyfriend,” then he comments, teasing but also sweet, genuine, and Buck chokes on his spit, all red and flustered.
Good thing he’s already sweating.
He wants to correct the nurse but Eddie beats him to it. “Oh, gracias, I couldn’t remember,” he exhales, as if a huge weight had been lifted from his shoulders, mouth stretched into a soft, relieved smile.
“Oh,” he stammers, “no, Eddie, I’m really not–”
Eddie fondly shushes him with a flick of his hand. “Come on, Buck, you are,” amusedly he tells Buck.
Eddie is hit on the head and is confused about his relationship with Buck. He only knows that he trusts Buck. Buck is special.
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20 Aug 2026
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I don't know why I am, the way I am (not strong enough to be your man) by philosophically_incorrect
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 Aug 2025
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Eddie had known for far too long that the way he felt about Buck was different from anything else, but he played dumb and lied to himself and everyone else until he couldn't anymore.
Because for those three minutes and seventeen seconds, something in Eddie had died. And when Buck began to breathe on his own again, it awoke with a name.
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Set immediately after Bucks death, completely canon compliant to that point. I cried writing this (for multiple reasons) so I hope you enjoy!!!!! title taken from Not Strong Enough by BoyGenius (bc. duh?) honorable mention: Sailor Song by Gigi Perez (also duh).
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20 Aug 2026
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Eddie's gaze landed on Buck.
"Oh no," Eddie breathed beside him, so quiet Buck almost didn't hear it.
Video-Buck was sitting on a couch, drink in hand, grinning up at Eddie with that stupid, fond expression Buck knew he got when he looked at Eddie but usually managed to hide better. Video-Eddie walked over, and the crowd went wild.
"This is—we should turn this off," Eddie said, but neither of them moved.
Video-Eddie started dancing, and at first it was silly, exaggerated, both of them laughing. Buck remembered this part, sort of—the dare, Eddie being ridiculous, everyone cheering. But then video-Eddie straddled Buck's lap, and everything changed.
Buck watched his own hands come up to grip Eddie's hips, watched the way Eddie's expression shifted from playful to something intense, something hungry. They were staring at each other, and even through the grainy video, Buck could see it—the want, the need, the thing they never talked about made visible."Kiss him!" someone shouted in the video. "Kiss the sexiest man in the room!"
And they did.Or video evidence of that bachelor party emerges leaving buddie in complete chaos
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Could Buck be homophobic? A small voice in his mind supplies, sharp panic washing over him like a wave; he turns the thought over in his head before stopping abruptly. How can he be? He’s bisexual!
A second passes.
Can a bi man be homophobic?
This was all too much; too confusing. Eddie was freshly gay, just out of the box. Brand new. He didn’t know how these things worked.
I should ask Hen.
Or, Eddie tries to come out to Buck, several misunderstandings follow.