jayistootiredforthis
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i died slow (running through the halls of your haunted home) by jayistootiredforthis
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026)
16 Jul 2026
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"Abandonment has its own kind of grief trauma – a powerful grief universal to human beings. The grief can be acute – as when we go through the ending of a relationship, or chronic – as when we feel the impact of earlier losses and disconnection.
The natural folds in abandonment’s grief process fall into five universal stages: Shattering, Withdrawal, Internalizing, Rage, and Lifting. These stages overlap one another as part of one inexorable process of grief and recovery. They spell SWIRL which is descriptive of the cyclonic nature of this all-encompassing cloud of human emotion. Each stage affects a different aspect of human functioning and calls forth a different emotional response."
"The 5 Phases of Abandonment and Recovery: The Path of Healing" by Susan Anderson
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or; while Ryland Grace sleeps onboard the Hail Mary, his children grow up.
Series
- Part 1 of Project Hail Mary
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Eva Stratt's Day(s) in Court by jayistootiredforthis
Fandoms: Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types, as in; not quite either canon atm. ambiguous, but Carl is there, and Stratt is religious. so, I think I'll hit this with the, Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
26 Jun 2026
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"The questions had been routine thus far, nothing that she hadn’t been expecting. The story that she had set out had already been corroborated by all relevant witnesses; now her motive and emotions were in the spotlight. Well, what they thought were her emotions. Eva recoiled internally at the idea of trying to explain to this man how it felt to run the world as it died. And beyond that… she was still a person, was she not? Surely she was entitled to some privacy. Some emotions that belonged only to her and the dead.
“Ms. Stratt,” the lawyer said, standing still and staring her dead-on in the way that meant he thought he had a particularly news-worthy moment ahead of him, “what exactly was the nature of your relationship to Doctor Ryland Grace?”"...
or: Eva Stratt has multiple homicide cases against her across the world after the launch of the Hail Mary.
(going ahead and adding MCD because, well, these are homicide cases, and they include homicides for major characters in PHM.)
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- Part 2 of Project Hail Mary
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"“Robby’s being operated on in the OR. He fell from about four stories. They got him stable enough to go up, but he’s still critical.”
The words rang around Garcia’s skull for a moment, slipping against the edges as she struggled to comprehend them. Robby was in the OR? Robby had…
“He fell?” She said tightly, but they both knew what she was asking. Her free hand clenched the bedsheets as the line stayed silent for just a beat too long."...
or; Garcia gets a call from Lena explaining what she's getting into in the morning.
part of my Achilles, Come Down Universe. Ending is only ambiguous if you haven't read that. No context really needed. mind the tags
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- Part 3 of The Pitt
- Part 2 of Achilles, Come Down Universe
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"“I’ll do it.” Jack said, pressing the crosswalk button, but Robby gave a harsh laugh.
“What am I, five? I can get my own damn keys. Besides--” he locked eyes with his friend, face serious-- “no offense, brother, but I know your leg must be hurting. Come on.”
He hated how Jack was staring at him, brows furrowed slightly and that slight tension in his mouth that meant he wasn’t pleased with what he saw. Robby felt another wave of annoyance wash over him, though it was accompanied by fear prickling at the back of his neck. Jack looked far too serious, like he was seeing the decision for the life or death one it was. He held his gaze, hoping he was maintaining his playfully exasperated face well, and he saw the small exhalation as Jack gave in.
“Fine. Be back in five, though, or I’m coming in.”"...
or; Robby jumps out of a window after the PittFest shift. The ED is left to try to put him back together again.
PLEASE MIND THE TAGS!!!! Some parts can be skipped (see notes), but there will be references to suicide throughout and sections that are unavoidable!!!
title from "Achilles, Come Down" by Gang of Youths
Series
- Part 2 of The Pitt
- Part 1 of Achilles, Come Down Universe
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if you're a demigod, and I'M a demigod, who's running the PTMC? by jayistootiredforthis
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
03 Mar 2026
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the PTMC is mainly staffed by demigods and has to treat mortals and halfbloods alike. this changes some things, though not as many as you might think.
this fic is for my little scene rewrites for this au, which will live between here and my tumblr @jayistootiredforthis -- come by and see it more there!
each chapter will have a summary and any specific tw/cws in the notes, along with the relevant godly parents that you need to know going in. THIS WILL CONTAIN WORLDBUILDING SPOILERS FOR HEROES OF OLYMPUS EVEN THOUGH IT DOES NOT TAKE PLACE IN PJO CANON!
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- Part 1 of The Pitt
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Project Hail Mary by jayistootiredforthis
Fandom and Stratt is religious. so, Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types, as in; not quite either canon atm. ambiguous, but Carl is there, I think I'll hit this with the, Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
16 Jul 2026
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A collection of fics set in my universe where Robby tried to commit suicide at the end of Season 1. Some may be standalone from the series or have minimal context provided in the notes, but it's reccomended to at least read "it is empty, Achilles" first.
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THG by jayistootiredforthis
Fandom Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Sunrise On The Reaping - Suzanne Collins, The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes - Suzanne Collins
23 Oct 2025
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All fics are within the same universe unless otherwise indicated in the description. Currently in chronological order.
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In the kitchen by dandelionsunset_1210
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins
28 Aug 2026
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Collection of Peeta POV one-shots, all centering around/starting in the various kitchens in his life.
Warning: This fic may cause hunger and/or unrealistic expectations of men
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Where the Heart Is by TheLonelyJournalKeeper
Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
18 Aug 2026
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I smile at Haymitch and glance into the kitchen. Peeta is still busily cooking something on the stove, maybe gravy to add to the turkey, so I ask Haymitch something that’s been on my mind.
“If you didn’t have to stay here in District 12, where would you go?” I ask.
I expect him to roll his eyes or laugh, but his brow furrows like he doesn’t understand the question.
“What do you mean, if I didn’t have to stay here?” he says.
In which Haymitch is confused by Katniss's assumption that there is somewhere else he would rather be.
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11 Sep 2026
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Living for Them by midnight_biscuits
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games (Movies)
08 Sep 2026
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"Sae."
She looks up at me, somewhat alarmed, as she rests the plate of eggs in front of me from across the table. A moment passes as she straightens up and brushes her hands on her apron, waiting.
"What-" I clear my throat, trying to clear the croak in my voice. I guess it has been a while since I've really used it.
"Why- um. Are you here?"
The silence stretches. I pick at my nails under the table. My delivery is wrong. No matter that I've been thinking about this question for hours now - it sounds like I want her gone. She frowns slightly, preparing to answer.
"-In 12, I mean." I rush to cover. My heart pinches slightly - maybe I wasn't ready to hear why she's here in my house, anyway.
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Cannon-compliant post Mockingjay fic, following Peeta and Katniss as they find a way to live with the traumas of their past and grow back together.
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fruit from the poisoned vine by gutweed for Val_Creative
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types
11 Mar 2024
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A glimpse into Peeta's captivity and hijacking torture in the Capitol during Mockingjay.
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26 Jul 2026
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“But you said you didn’t have a word for – for forcing someone into reproduction?”
“No. Is different, but equivalent violation. Means, to force to sleep.”
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Or, Dr. Ryland Grace has yet to confront the choices taken from him. Eridian norms, ironically enough, force the issue.
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23 Jun 2026