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Chan tilts Felix’s chin, eyes bouncing from every constellation of his favorite freckles. Felix can feel him tense up when Chan’s gaze stays on his crimson cheeks and neck, clear evidence of the damage Kwan dealt.
Felix slightly winces as Chan delicately thumbs away remnants of sand from his face, staying deadly silent throughout the whole ordeal.
Then, “I’ll make him regret this.”
Shivers.
It runs across Felix’s skin like electricity, powered by the barely restrained anger in Chan’s voice.
a friendly spar leads to a hurt felix before the quarterly rank review with the other heroes-in-training. and chan is really not happy about that.
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In the beginning, Han Jisung thought he could handle seeing his friend vie for Lee Minho’s attention.
But his stubborn heart, growing in envy and longing, thinks otherwise.
Despite everything, at least with his friend’s plan—which he finds outrageous as Hyunjin finishes his explanation—it’s a guarantee that Minho will be with the best boyfriend he could ever have.
Because how could shy, introverted Jisung compete with a shining star like Hwang Hyunjin?
jisung helps hyunjin woo minho with words, even if those words for minho are true on jisung's end, too.
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jeongin remembers every single regret he did during that one moment: the loud thump his fingers caused that ricocheted off hyunjin’s forehead, his boisterous reaction after, and the smile that for some godforsaken reason stayed on his face even when he saw hyunjin trying to hold in expletives, tears, or both.
the worst thing he did? not bothering to ask if his favorite hyung was okay once everything finished.
jeongin feels terrible for what he did and didn’t do to hyunjin during the skz code shoot day. he knows the guilt is well-deserved, which causes the other things that make him hyunjin's imperfect boyfriend feel quite deserving, too.
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he can’t stop or else his future self will suffer the consequences.
if he suffers, then his beloved members will, too.
and when that happens, everything will collapse right under them because he fumbled.
it will be all his fault and fuck why can’t he move—
a dainty four-beat knock echoes in the room, barely snapping him out of it. changbin slowly opens his eyes, having no clue on when he closed them in the first place, before turning his head towards the door.
a head of fluffy, dark caramel hair peaks through the frame, then slightly doe eyes and a curious pout follows through. “changbin hyung?”
“seungmin, hi.”
changbin is tired, lost. but seungmin is there to love and lull him to safety.
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chan barely has any time for himself. and when he does, it feels like it's only for him to take quick breath before diving right back to his busy schedule. unless if you're lee felix.
(which jisung and changbin oh so graciously points out after they found chan sighing, staring, and pining from afar)
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“You’re a surgeon?”
“Yes. Plastic surgeon.”
She slings her bag over her shoulder and scrunches her nose. “I could use a rhinoplasty.”
Both of them chuckle, but Christopher shakes his head. “I can assure you, you don’t need a rhinoplasty. Your nose is beautiful. I have to say it’s perfect. You have the kind of nose people pay other doctors millions of dollars to try to get.”
Miss tilts her head to the side. “Are you flirting with me, Mr. Bang?” she asks, her voice soft like molten honey.
(Christopher is having dirty thoughts about his daughter’s Miss.)
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“Daddy’s Little Monster, huh?” A low voice hums down his neck. He startles before he can help himself, spinning around, and oh.
The Joker.
Holy fuck.
The man standing before him is perhaps the most gorgeous specimen he’s ever had the pleasure of laying eyes on, even with the rough green hairspray job.
Unfair, he thinks. And exactly his type – Changbin was right.
He cocks his head to the side as his eyes sweep downwards, going for coy, but with the alcohol in his system he wouldn’t be surprised if it comes off as downright slutty.
“Minho, isn’t it?” He asks after he’s finished staring. He wishes he could stare longer, hopes that maybe Minho will give him the chance.
“You’ve heard?” He smirks, looking extremely pleased with himself. It’s a pain that the cocky attitude works for him, even more of a pain that Jisung likes it so much.
OR: Jisung decides to dress as Harley Quinn for Halloween and Minho has coincidentally dressed up as the Joker.
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It’s happened a few times. Felix hears giggling as he strolls into a room and suddenly the laughter tapers off and people look away from him, faces pink and shoulders shaking with contained laughter. When he asks what he missed, someone says a good natured iteration of ‘you wouldn’t want to know’ or ‘nothing you want to hear.’ When someone makes a suggestive joke and everyone cracks up, Felix has noticed that some of the members seem to glance nervously in his direction, like he might take offense.
It hurts the most from Chan.
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Minho had barely been affected by scents before. Some were nicer than others, and a few were a bit off-putting, but he’d never felt more than that.
And he definitely never had an urge to bite like he did when Jisung smiled, all heart-shaped, and said, “It’s been a long time, hyung.”
After a painful rift and four years of separation, Minho’s brother’s best friend shows up at his door. He doesn’t know what to do about it.
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"I'm sorry, we tried to reach you a few times—Felix had to leave early today, he's out sick."
Seungmin's lips press into a tight line. Well, shit.
Before he can reply, the boy continues, "If you want to keep your appointment, one of our other massage therapists would be happy to see you."
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or, a stressed-out, touch-starved Kim Seungmin needs release. His annoyingly hot and very capable massage therapist gives it to him.