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"You're disappointed in me," Ilya says when the silence drags on too long.
It snaps Irina out of her thoughts. No, she wants to say, you're my perfect boy, though she knows she shouldn't. She can't bring herself to say yes either. "You're my son," Irina says. "I love you."
"I'm sorry, Mama," he says, voice small, smaller than Irina has heard in years. He sounds like a child again, five and besieged by nightmares of a snowstorm, begging for reassurances than their house won't be buried under an insurmountable blanket of white, that she would find him and hold him even if it was.
"It's not my apology to accept, Ilyusha," she says instead.
(Irina Rozanova lives! It doesn't fix Ilya.)
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11 Aug 2026
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In His Corner by chellefic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
05 Jul 2026
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In 2012, Shane sees a news report about the dangers faced by gay and bisexual men in Russia. He becomes determined to make sure Ilya is safe. This changes everything.
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- Part 1 of The Love You Make
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,646
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 142
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- 553
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08 Aug 2026
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I Want Your Things in My Room (I miss you all of the time) by MarisFerasi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 May 2026
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After *The Phone Call,* ilya's brother, scorned by the punch and being cut off, has him jumped outside his Moscow apartment. Svetlana finds him bloodied, badly beaten, and possibly concussed. She calls Shane from his phone and sends a very injured Ilya back to Montreal on a redeye to recoup.
They spend almost 2 idyllic weeks together, returning Ilya to the Raiders at the very game where Shane gets checked and sent to the hospital.
**Hurt/comf and VERY domestic/fluffy, no graphic depictions of violence**
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20 Jul 2026
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Rivers and Roads by Ryszand
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Aug 2026
- Words:
- 296,010
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- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 280
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07 Jul 2026
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His Mother's Sons by songstress
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Mar 2026
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On very bad nights, Lyosha lets himself look. He pulls up KHL scores, reads articles about Dynamo’s powerplay. After a while, he wanders into articles about ex-KHL players who play for the MLH now. He’s a Dynamo diehard, of course, and prefers the KHL, but he’s a casual Valery Garipov fan, and it would not be a surprise to anyone that he occasionally keeps tabs on how the Puffins are doing. It would not be a red flag, to anyone watching.
The Puffins are not doing so well, as it happens. Not like another team, that leads the league and dominates conversations, to the point that even articles about the Puffins can’t help talking about them. To the point that sometimes, sometimes, there are even stray pictures. Nothing that Lyosha will ever linger on. He is his father’s son. He lives in Moscow. He has a daughter who is fifteen.
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06 Jul 2026
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The Boston Year by windoq
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Jun 2026
- Words:
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- 5
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- 1,538
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03 Jul 2026
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“I am serious, though, you are safe, yes? Drunk at hotel, sitting on balcony, crying over Montreal’s terrible loss?”
It makes sense that Ilya’s mind would go there first. Shane said he was outside. Based on past behavior, the hotel balcony is probably the only place Ilya would expect him to be. He feels a little giddy that he gets to shock him for once.
“I’m at a club, actually.” He has to bite back a self-satisfied smile as he speaks, “With the team. Safe.”
It's quiet for a few moments before Ilya deadpans,
“Very funny joke.”
(or: three days after the breakup with rose, shane gets drunk in boston. it spirals out from there.)
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- English
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- 20,408
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 244
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30 Jun 2026
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falling into you by quinnfuhbeay
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Apr 2026
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It’s like they’re in a fucked up game of relationship chicken now, increasingly doing things together that Shane can’t describe as anything other than domestic and romantic and boyfriend-like. They text constantly, detailing their days and sharing everything from complaints about teammates to jokes about other players in the league to the kind of quiet worries about family that don’t need to be responded to, just heard by another person.
Or maybe it’s like Schroedinger’s cat. As long as Shane doesn’t ask, doesn’t speak out loud, he can have this. It can exist, and it cannot exist at the same time as long as Shane doesn’t press too hard. Doesn’t want too much.
It feels increasingly like agony now that he’s realized that he loves Ilya.
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Tunameltdown AU where Ilya makes him tuna melts and says his name and Shane doesn’t freak out and run away. Well, he does freak out, but he also stays. Or the one where Shane doesn’t realize that Ilya’s his boyfriend for a solid three months.
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- English
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- 31,007
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 321
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- 5,374
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- 1,596
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- 40,096
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26 Jun 2026
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Lily the Montreal WAG by The_Rager
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 May 2026
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While none of the guys can figure out whose Shane's mysterious "Lily" is, Jackie's able to clock it in about five seconds after seeing Shane's face after Boston wins the Stanley cup.
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- English
- Words:
- 40,963
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 265
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- 1,833
- Bookmarks:
- 390
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- 34,026
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26 Jun 2026
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we can't be friends (wait for your love) by justanotherexlover
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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“Mr. Hollander,” Dr. Jackson said. Shane looked at her again, and got a creeping sensation up the back of his spine. She continued, “Are you aware that you’re pregnant?”
Shane blinked. Pregnant? There was no way.
He knew he was a carrier, but he’d always been so careful about birth control and condoms. Militant about it, in fact. His hand drifted down to his stomach. Shane had been feeling nauseous lately, and maybe a little tired, but he’d chalked it up to too much training. The few pounds he’d put on were written off as a result of sneaking one too many Snickers bars when he was stressed.
“That’s–that can’t be right,” Shane said, shaking his head. He felt bile rise up in his throat again, and covered his mouth. Dr. Jackson quickly reached into a cabinet and handed him a blue bag, which Shane then proceeded to empty the contents of his stomach into.
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After getting his bell run by Marleau on the ice, Shane finds out he's pregnant.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,424
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 279
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- 3,051
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- 881
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- 73,134
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25 Jun 2026
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i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) by FluentBird81
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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What if Ilya has a panic attack in the locker room after getting the news of his father's death after the Winter 2017 Montreal @ Boston game and no one can figure out what is going on? What if, while scrambling for answers, Cliff Marleau has the brilliant idea to call Jane?
Or,
What if Shane and Ilya's deeper emotional connection begins just before Ilya leaves for his father's funeral in Russia instead of on a phone call while they are separated by oceans?
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- Part 1 of The Deepest Secret Nobody Knows
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,017
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 501
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- 8,164
- Bookmarks:
- 1,511
- Hits:
- 117,430
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22 Jun 2026
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Unreasonable by CRW for Bookwormfax1
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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“Oh, I’m not sure you’re supposed to smoke here,” Hollander said as Ilya grabbed his hand. He had forgotten he was even smoking.
“Okay,” replied Ilya. With his other hand, he quickly pulled the cigarette from his mouth and let it hang between his fingers. He didn’t let go of Hollander.
“You’re an awesome player to watch,” Hollander’s eyes shifted to their hands.
“Yes,” Ilya said.
There was a silence then, and Hollander withdrew his hand slowly. Ilya’s eyes didn’t leave his cheeks, admiring how his freckles look with a rose tint.
“Anyways, I should-”
“Have you eaten?” Ilya interruptedOR
What if Shane and Ilya had each other from the start?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,750
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 408
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- 5,029
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- 1,239
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- 83,898
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19 Jun 2026
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Not Even Hockey by gracerene
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Dec 2025
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"Why don't I tell you a story, then? You may not be able to relate—it's my story after all, and you're not that good at hockey, but try to keep up."
- Language:
- English
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- 6,178
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 554
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- 4,794
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- 1,142
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15 Jun 2026
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stick to the game plan (stall for time) by subcorax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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Evgenia Alexeyevna Rozanova is nine years old when her grandfather dies, and she meets Shane Hollander. This is the first time she speaks to him. It is not the last.
Or: Zhenya Rozanova grows up. She has some help along the way.
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- Part 2 of Cruiserweights
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,297
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 474
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- 8,380
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- 1,107
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- 32,683
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09 Jun 2026
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Find Lily by virtual_typewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Apr 2026
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“Got someone special waiting for you?”
Shane’s breath hitches and he looks up, big, brown orbs settling on the person behind the camera. There’s a blush crawling across his freckles, his voice unsteady as he answers.
“I wanted to celebrate with Lily, but she isn’t here.”
The video ends shortly after, and the internet collectively loses its mind. Within minutes #FindLily is trending across all social media platforms, women from across the globe begging Shane to dump her ass.
OR on the night that Shane wins the cup for a second year in a row, the internet learns of Lily and goes absolutely nuts.
Inevitably, so does Ilya Rozanov.- Language:
- English
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- 14,663
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- 3/3
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- 735
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- 24,469
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07 Jun 2026
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They’d agreed on a plan. It was cautious. Designed to keep them safe. Laying the foundation for a future after hockey. It didn’t include Shane going nuclear one fucking day into pre-season, blowing up his entire life on something he should’ve expected to happen if he was being honest with himself.
Or, when the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan. (Or or, from the ten year plan to the one week speed-run.)
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- Part 1 of all the stars aligned
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,186
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Comments:
- 900
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- 12,316
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- 2,808
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- 154,981
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05 Jun 2026
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something you can grow by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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(summary and tags contain SPOILERS for earlier works in the series!)
Shane and Ilya are champions. They are partners, and they’re in it for life. And people are starting to notice.
After being traumatically outed two years ago, Shane and Ilya's relationship and their lives have been fundamentally changed, and most days, Shane thinks that's a good thing. But sometimes, the pressure of being out, and the endless online speculation about #hollanov, and rumors running rampant through the NHL, and a new generation of rookies looking up to them, and the knowledge that everyone is relying on Shane Hollander to be perfect at all times—sometimes it's a lot.
But Shane's dealing with it. Ilya seems happier than he's ever been, and Shane just needs to get his act together to support his husband. He can do that. He needs to, and he will, if he doesn't crack under the pressure first.
They've got a second Stanley Cup to win, after all.
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- Part 4 of something you can fix
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 134,953
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Comments:
- 4,275
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- 10,052
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- 2,004
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- 329,924
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22 May 2026
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Assholes Anonymous - The Trilya Friendship Files by SugMak
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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Troy took a deep breath. “Just wait a sec.” Roz shifted on his feet but stayed where he was. “You really did something for me tonight and I don’t want it to end with you running away, back into the closet.”
Follows (and adds on to) events from both Role Model and the Long Game if Ilya confirmed Troy's suspicions after they went to the Kingfisher. How might having someone to confide in helped both of them? (The story remains largely the same. I'm just exploring the community angle of it all)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,769
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 341
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- 2,972
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- 681
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- 28,749
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12 May 2026
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Hollanov Extended Universe by Letter4No1
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Aug 2026
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A collection of Canon Compliant missing moments in the Game Changers Universe.
- Words:
- 254,338
- Works:
- 10
- Bookmarks:
- 333
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06 May 2026
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the law of large numbers by A_Different_Type_of_Flower
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jul 2026
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Law of Large Numbers: Understand that in the long run, the results will converge on the mathematical probability, ensuring the house edge wins over time.
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a burden shared is a burden halved
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the more people we can talk to the less weight we feel from our huge secret
(rest easy: there is no actual math in this story)
- Words:
- 50,208
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- 4
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- 503
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01 May 2026