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James’ eyes stop; along with the natural rhythm of his breathing and the beat of his heart. If he wasn’t still standing upright he’d think he died just from one glance at the lead singer.
He sings into the microphone, his eyes shut tight and his hands gripped to the stand as he belts.
It isn’t – it can’t be.
His eyes open, and like a compass pointing north, that hauntingly familiar grey lands right on James.'In a room full of people I look for you.'
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“I wrote this next song about you. You know who you are.”
“I wrote every song about you.”
~Or. Three years ago, in a Paris nightclub, James sees Regulus dancing and falls for him on the spot. They agree to start a relationship, knowing it will have to end when James goes back to London, on the condition that afterwards they go completely no contact. By the time it ends they're both heartbroken but stick to their agreement and lose contact.
Years later they are still NOT over it and make it absolutely everyone else's problem.
Until James is invited by Sirius to watch his little brother's band and finds his ex stood at the microphone singing an album worth of songs about their month together in Paris.
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- Part 1 of Black Stars (12 to 12)
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21 Jun 2026
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“God,” He said in a hushed tone so light that Remus wasn’t sure he was hearing the word right. “What did I do to deserve you? To have you?”
He had Remus. He had every single bit of Remus, wrapped up in paper and set in front of him on Christmas day. Remus let out a pained gust of air through his nose, face twisting into a look that said please don’t do this to me. Don’t give me something I want so much if you don’t mean it.
Marauders' rise to fame through the the trials and tribulations of sex, drugs, being in love with your best mate and James' Potter's absolute obsession with one bad-ass female drummer.
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01 Jun 2026
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There was so much leading up to this point. Everyone was born into families and paths were created from there. They grew into students, eager for an education and to build lasting friendships. Walburga and Orion Black always said the people who surround you shape who you become. Most parent’s probably said that. That's why the four Houses at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry labeled you to be a specific kind of person from the beginning.
Regulus was required to surround himself with the approved sort of people, never given the choice to see what he would have become in different circumstances. Those people definitely shaped his life and the relationships would last but not in the way a child expects friendship to be like. His parents were so proud the day he took the mark at sixteen and had a great burden of expectations placed on him to support Lord Voldemort. Regulus wasn’t allowed to feel, he never had the choice for a different life.
Until the day he was bound to the one person who forced him to feel.
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26 May 2026
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Call You Mine by pineappleyogurt (musicforlife101)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
10 Jun 2026
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Doe: He move in?
Padfoot: Yup just now
Prongs: Why
Moony: Because my place is a shithole and Sirius said no
Prongs: That’s it?
He said noPadfoot: I literally did
First thing I said when I saw it
No
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In which Remus Lupin doesn't go to Hogwarts, but he and Sirius find their way to each other anyway. Their first year living in their Soho flat, attending university, and drinking with their friends. Told through love, sex, full moons, and far too many ridiculously named group chats.This fic is told through a standard narrative style with added group chats. It's not solely texting, but there will be quite a lot of that.
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19 May 2026
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When the war came, everyone had to choose a side. The only problem was that Remus ended up choosing Regulus, not Sirius. And Sirius wasn’t handling that fact very well.
or, exes to enemies to lovers Wolfstar and pining Jegulus make their way through the first wizarding war. what could possibly go wrong?
WE DO NOT SUPPORT JKR IN THIS HOUSEHOLD
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19 May 2026
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It is a bumpy start to the Marauders' sixth year. James Potter is having nightmares about the impending war but instead of talking to his friends about it, he spends his nights sneaking away. Trying to escape his family's involvement in the war, Regulus Black seeks refuge in the restricted section. It's there that they accidentally meet and have their first real conversation. James begins to visit the restricted section to spend time with Regulus, finding a strange calmness with him. Marlene McKinnon resigns from her position as seeker and captain of the Quidditch team, and James is unexpectedly thrust into the role. He turns to Regulus for help and ends up falling for him and his snarky and dirty comments. He struggles to come to terms with his sexuality and his growing feelings for his best mate's brother. Narcissa Black is trying to find herself as she prepares for her arranged marriage to Lucius Malfoy. She meets Marlene McKinnon at a pub, and the two slowly find solace in each other. Filled with drama and angst as the impending war grows more intense, and hearts are broken as difficult choices are made. The story follows the characters' decisions and which relationships will survive amidst the turmoil.
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19 May 2026
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“Aren’t you just the littlest bit proud of me?” Regulus asked. “Made it all the way back home without you knowing.”
“Six security officers watched you climb and then fall off a fence. We have it on camera. You could’ve just told me you wanted to leave. I would’ve taken you out the back, you muppet.”
Regulus stifled a laugh. Maybe he wasn’t as sober as he thought.x x x
Regulus is the unwilling son of the foreign secretary. James is his six-foot, sex-on-legs, Krav-Maga-wielding, Margaritaville-loving "Specialist Protection Officer".
Regulus has no choice but to fuck him.
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- Part 1 of The Bangin' Bravo Universe
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06 Apr 2026
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Regulus Black never asked to be a demigod. He never asked to be born into that family, or to live in that camp, yet here he is, still holding up by himself ever since Sirius…
A sudden meeting with a newly found demigod gives Regulus an opportunity he’s always hoped for, one that Sirius would have -did- give his life for.
This time he won’t let that chance slip through his fingers and Regulus flees, but more surprises await him in the new place and it seems the danger has not yet ceased.Regulus and his friends are chosen to save humanity from total disaster, and go on a quest which will turn them into heroes.
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10 Mar 2026
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Regulus Black is in love with James Potter and offers to be “one of his girls” even if it breaks his heart.
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Smutty college au where James is “straight” and he and Regulus are fuck buddies
Based on the Troye Sivan song, “One of Your Girls”
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After a life of hardships and being beaten down by societal norms and burnout jobs, Remus was starting to finally get used to his mundane life working two jobs with no breaks. But what happens when he finds himself staring into the beautiful eyes of a man who can and will flip Remus’ world upside down?
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- Part 1 of The Courtship of Sirius Black
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10 Mar 2026
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In the middle of the aftermath left by life-shattering trauma, Sirius finds Remus, someone who understands better than anyone else ever could. And together, they take turns putting each other back together again when the nightmares of their pasts try to tear them apart.
(Note: the Non-Con and Violence tags are only there as trigger warnings and indicate PAST and ATTEMPTED events. This does NOT occur between any of the main characters and is ABSOLUTELY not glamorized.)
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Heir to the British throne, Sirius Black has mastered the art of being watched. But when a state visit leads him to a French ballet star with quiet eyes and a guarded heart, Sirius begins to wonder whether duty is the only story he’s allowed to tell.
What begins as a spark behind closed doors becomes a secret love story stretched across years and cities. Between duty and desire, under the weight of constant eyes, Sirius and Remus try to make something real.
This is a story of longing, legacy, and the quiet ways love survives being seen.
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16 Feb 2026
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tu es la lune by emonlispenardstreet
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989), Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
20 Aug 2023
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"Tu es la lune, et je suis les etoiles."
“What does that mean?”
“Tell me anything, and maybe I’ll tell you.”Welton Academy is one of England’s finest institutions. The Blacks are one of England’s finest aristocratic families.
James Potter, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin and Peter Pettigrew are determined to ruin both.
or: Remus is a foster kid, Sirius is in line to be an Earl, and they go to Welton to fuck shit up.
(while this is technically a crossover with Dead Poet's Society, you don't need to have watched that to read this! It's set at a boarding school - Welton - instead of Hogwarts, and one of the characters from DPS is their English teacher.)
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As Sirius grew older, he not only had to battle the growing disappointment his parents had brewing for him, but also the odd dance that fired in his stomach anytime he was left alone with his stupidly gorgeous best friend.
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A canon-compliant fic of all The Marauder's years at Hogwarts, and the story of how Sirius and Remus fell in love.
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- 329,364
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16 Feb 2026
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Sirius Black is a rich snob. Remus Lupin works two minimum wage jobs to make ends meet. When they cross paths at the restaurant where Remus works as a waiter, it does not go well.
But then Sirius is disowned and disinherited after coming out as gay and he is forced to get a job at the same restaurant where Remus works. Then, life happens.
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Remus has been abandoned too many times and is afraid of falling in love. He has resigned himself to the belief that he is better off alone because, in his experience, his chronic illness is too heavy a burden on everyone around him. Love just isn't meant for someone like him.Sirius has spent his entire life obsessed with romance and dreaming of finding a love like the movies. So when his abusive family tries to arrange a marriage for him, he decides to come out publicly to prevent it. He is subsequently cast out into the real world, which leads him to Remus.
Love, as it turns out, is a lot more complicated than the movies.
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16 Feb 2026
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“Well,” Remus says quietly, “you don’t let people know you."
“And you’re saying you know me?” Sirius drawls, leaning back in his chair. “You’re the only one?”
The half-arsed derision in his tone doesn’t seem to surprise or intimidate Remus. He only smiles, knowing.
It is one thing to love a person; it is quite another to see them as they truly are and to love them all the same. And sometimes, Sirius thinks, he’d rather die than let anybody see beneath the defensive facade of his brave face.
From 1971 to 1978, the Hogwarts years of obsession, betrayal, recklessness, lies, too much drink, insecurity, and all eclipsing sexual frustration. Seven years of Sirius Black’s insufferable god-complex, of Remus Lupin’s most private shames, of secret relationships, awkward hookups, James Potter’s blunt advice, and more yearning than sense. Seven years for Sirius to finally admit to himself that what he wants is not only to be loved, but to be known entirely. And therein lies the difficulty.
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- Part 1 of Brave Face
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- English
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- 61/63
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16 Feb 2026
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James doesn't remember much more than his first name when he wakes up in the maze. In fact, it's the only thing he remembers—and meeting Regulus for the first time almost makes him forget it again, but that's neither here nor there.
Regulus has been in the maze for much longer than James, knows its dangers and enigmas well enough by now—but when he stares down at their most recent newcomer, he can't possibly predict that everything is about to change.
Neither of them knows yet why they are trapped in this deadly puzzle, or what lies beyond it; and neither can fathom how far they will have to go to get out of it alive, nor how it will cost them so much more than what they are willing to pay.
Pawns trapped in a deadly game of riddles whose only solution seems to be death, love so brutally challenged it can only turn into grief, and a world falling apart in tune with its people, who can only watch as the fresh blood on their hands dries into sorrow.
Welcome to the Maze.
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15 Feb 2026
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"James." Regulus rasped. James leaned back and shook his head gently.
"Not this time, baby." He muttered quietly, raising his hand and tracing a path down the edge of Regulus' cheek, who shuddered subtly in response. "I told you I'd wait until you acknowledged you wanted to do it again."
"Can I?" Regulus burst out breathlessly "Can I indulge without being forced to face the consequences, without having to acknowledge what it..." Regulus trailed off, closing his eyes. When he reopened them, James shook his head softly, an alarmingly open expression of sympathy and fondness in his eyes.
"Not with this, sweetheart," James responded gently. "You'll just have to decide whether it's worth it."
James Potter is a cocky arrogant git who gets into people's business when no one wants him to
Regulus hates him
He hates him but is the only one who can save him
Yet Regulus knows he can only keep him, or keep him safe. He only knows of one way he can ensure James Potter lives. And if it breaks his heart, so be it.This fic will be split into two parts. The first set in Hogwarts, the second set outside of it, before and during the war.
Buckle your seatbelts lads- Language:
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15 Feb 2026
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Regulus and Sirius, born and raised in Erudite, now share nothing in common except a yearning for personal freedom.
Sirius found his freedom in James' family when he ran away to Amity at sixteen, biding his time until he could secure his future at the Choosing Ceremony.
Regulus, however, knows his fate will be sealed the moment he cuts his hand and spills his blood into a bowl of water, binding him to the Black family's legacy.
James Potter would never intentionally add insult to injury, but as the ceremonial day approaches, certain events force him to question everything he has ever believed.
Remus Lupin is haunted by a past he can’t outrun. Though he knows carrying it alone is dangerous, he sees no way out. When Sirius Black enters his life, Remus is forced to confront how to move forward while hiding the truths he's buried.
As Erudite's grip tightens on the city of Prime and war looms on the horizon, no one can tell if love will be their salvation—or their undoing.
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15 Feb 2026
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"Baby Black, do you maybe not hate me?" James joked in a way that made Regulus feel uncomfortable.
"You are the most annoying person I have ever had the displeasure of meeting. And that says a lot considering the absolute gems I've met in Slytherin."
"A joke. Regulus Black made a joke. A mean one, at my expense, but a joke nonetheless... You know baby Black, we could be friends."
"I would rather fling myself off the Astronomy Tower..."***
Or: Regulus is concerned about Sirius after their mother orchestrates a horrible attack. And with Sirius out of reach he relies on James Potter to know his brother is okay. Except their meetings keep happening, and their conversations keep falling away from Sirius. Falling for James Potter might just be the most reckless thing he's ever contemplated.- Language:
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15 Feb 2026